wheeeeeeee xD
studying is so fun.
got a whole file of notes.
and i dont know where to start reading.
and going to church to study is even funner.
a math study session, becomes a laughing session
but we still end up finishing our work.
aint that efficient :D

耶稣我心相信你
耶稣我心渴慕你
活着全都了你
歌唱也为了你
全然为你  ¶ Sunday, April 29, 2007 0 Comments

  end of chinese and english paper.
the chinese paper was damn hard la.
lucky i can understand. and its LUCKY cos its chinese compre.
so i can copy the whole chunk right into the answer sheet xD
englsh copy confirm fail... -.-

yays got back my e-math test paper. after sooo looong of waiting.
hehe.
fortunately i passed. im just kinda amazed.

sitting in the middle of the hall is damn nice!
got all the light to the paper.
hahas. like that then wont fall asleep.
though its cold. hahas
didnt have time to sleep like the others.
everytime i finished its like 5 or 10 minutes left to check.
check finish then just nice.
guess im slow ba.

its all in the books now  ¶ Friday, April 27, 2007 0 Comments

  i failed my a-math retest.
i failed I FAILED!!
its already a retest..
so i cant re-retest, or re-re-retest.
if i did, means me and log just #@
im not meant to study logarithms. =D


wheeeeee! exams finally started.
and im counting down to 12 more days til exams are over!
lols i needa chiong even more le.
12 days is like woah two weeks...
how to revise finish so many stuffs.
so get started people. :D

the hall was damn cold.
and it was raining the night before, and in the morning.
its already sper cold, plus the aircon..
but its damn shuang ^.^

theres english paper 1 and chinese paper two tmr!
must go read through my shou ce,
if i rmb correctly there are alot of chim words that
i dont understand or know how to read.
wow =.= die..  ¶ Thursday, April 26, 2007 0 Comments

  arhh..shit.
i dont understand acids, bases abd salts for nuts.
which contains 20% of the mid year paper.
is there even anyone who understands? O.O

im gonna be so dead, chiong arh >.<
lol  ¶ Tuesday, April 24, 2007 0 Comments

  i just slept for 4 hours.
LOL damn shuang.
feel so refreshed when i woke up.
piano cher says that i need to find a day.
and sleep through the whole day, then i will feel refreshed onwards.
i wish...
arh i shall find a day during the june holidays.
gt my skin centre appointment. 28th may
wheeeee...






ACIDS BASES AND SALTS
-.- i cant understand it for nuts.
and its one of the topic in the mid years.
im dead im so dead.

solouble and insouble salts...how to differentiate!!
lols i need to revise.
HAHAS amanda so poor thing.
she still doesnt understand even after the "counselling" session.
cos you're a kind person! HAHAS

my hand are really small >.<
too short and small
i cannot stretch from D to E on the piano.
so far...the song is really nice..
the accomplement so hard/far.
i need to get a violinist.
can anyone help me??  ¶ Friday, April 20, 2007 0 Comments

 

复活

你变得像他一样沉默
偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样
我怎么忘
也忘不过一秒
我想要爱
却看到他离开的刹那
你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后
你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
还在争夺
我懂你不想承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

远远看你勇敢在心头
靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑
爱不了我(你)
至少不要难过
任何结果
我会点头
只要你快乐
你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后
我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
我(你)还在争夺
我不想给你承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我


love this song :D
got back the chem test!
34/50 =D
one more damn mark to A2
just because i put the symbols there -.-
画蛇添足 -.-
so careless..

i was stucked at question 6, Emath test.
confused by tht freaking shape.
what kind of triangle is that sia.
Amath retest for whole class on monday after sch :D

lets not screw that one up again.
HAHAS bio,chem, history, ss must start revising first.
especially the chem the acid bases and salts.
i totally dont understand what mrs teh is talking about.
her slides and the notes doesnt telly -.-
i just fell asleep.LOL
hope to get better results this term.
i will be the happiest girl in the world.
HAHAS  ¶ Thursday, April 19, 2007 0 Comments

  finally goten our exam time table (:
exams start next week thurs with eng paper 2 and chinese paper one
they seriously spread the time table out damn weird.
the math paper 1 and 2 is like separated.
听力last paper on 11/5. (which we dont have to study at all.
yup so we can all start screaming once e-math paper 2 ends on the 8/5.
YEA =D

exam spread out in 7 days. (plus plus days in between)
its a good thing.
we're given more time to study for other subjects.
EXPESCIALLY BIO, history, ss.
POA is fun fun fun =D
scored a 44.5/55 (below average)
highest in class 55/55
thats like ... wooow
nonsense la. HAHAS

a-math was totally screwed.
out of 31 students who took it.
27 failed =P (no doubt im one of them)
HAHAS.
bio test on enzymes is 完蛋了
no need say already.
fail liao.
so damn hard -.-
i dont even understand the question.
i read and read the questions.
took like dunno how long to finally understand the sentence structure of the question =.=
if this is the standard of mid year.
then... i've only got 50% percent of passing. XD

i need more sleep at night.
i cant afford to sleep in class anymore.
ZZzzz sleepy arh..
HAHAS  ¶ Wednesday, April 18, 2007 0 Comments

 

I WANT THE LA CORDA D'ORO LINK =D
jingzhi arrrrrrrr..... lols

the molin cher got heart problems -.-
and we changed a new one.
omgosh its even worse.
i should really really quit.
shall not waste time over there, and coming home at 10 every monday night.

im weird.
just weird.
HAHAS moh says so.
and i agree. =D

i dont even know what am i doing.
that blur-ness of myself is the only thing im sure of. =D

WAHAHAHAH i pass my history test.
GOT 16/25 SO HAPPY!
first ever history test to pass!

arh tired tired. damn tired -.-
i was practically making mistakes for all the questions
ZZZzz want sleep.
but got bio and e-math test on wed!

nonsense nonsense nonsense nonsense nonsense
is what i can come up with now.
no motivation to study.
hahas i need someone to study with me! =D  ¶ Monday, April 16, 2007 0 Comments

  theres a new c.o group set up in church!
hahas damn cool man.
that uncle offered me to join the younger ministry of choir group :D
yays! mum didnt want to.
dad insisted! HEH!

the christian songs are damn nice.
hear it and never stop singing
hahas.

theres a new game coming in 22 days!!
and the game is made with the song 复活.
wah dman nice. i wanna play.
looks damn cool.

okay i was just talking about exams in the earlier post!
XD hahas.
okay la okay la. study lo.
bio especially.
HAHAS

Labels: in love with music =D

  ¶ Sunday, April 15, 2007 0 Comments

  time for serious-ness.
cant believe the amount of chapters were suppose to study for bio.
it seriously is alot.
i like chem, its not that difficult.
my parents practically studied everything i study now, except for bio.
nobody in my family did.
heh the first one. =D
math tuition helps alot. XD
im actually passing.
im getting the hang of the curriculum.

phantom of the opera song XD
yays gonna duet it with another girl about my age.
she's grade 6.
looking forward to work with her.
hope the song is some thing that i could manage.
she's og higher grade than me after all.
hahas i love piano.

La corda d'oro episode 11..
when will they upload it.
its jus damn nice.
i cant wait no more! arhh..
the violin in canon in D sounds damn nice.
XD

jurong stadium seats are just disgusting.
man my skirt got one big patch of dirt -.-
everyday its flooding.
non-stop.
keep umbrella in my bag at all times.

i dont like the band results this year.
it sucks >.<

good luck to all those with syf coming.
exams are drawing closer too. =)  ¶ Sunday, April 15, 2007 0 Comments

 


this year band judges are KUKUS
standard so high.
HELLO we're only secondary sch students.

its not fair not fair not fair.
three test in a row today.
can die.. =.=

ahh i killed brain cells.

her nervous systems has got problems.
she's just stressed out.
her body is acheing.
she goes around scolding people unreasonably
i dont wanna see her get angry or sad.
i want the normal her back.

en yang your're okay le! ahahas praise the lord.

i dont wanna use the com too much.
its time for studying.
i shall be guai.
listen in class attentively, try not to fall asleep.
if i did. wake me up please HAHAS  ¶ Thursday, April 12, 2007 0 Comments

  having headaches ar...
maybe cos i slept too late last night.
wads wrong with the phone =.=
its doesnt read wma format..

april, the unlucky month.
and its only 9th of april. =.=
1) phone stolen
2) my mum starts to treat me weirdly
3) i cant find my ying yong wen...

=.="" seriously... wonder whats gonna happen next..

its 2 weeks to exams.
going to do:
start revising,
use less computer,
spend more time at my study table.
take naps XD

sun lao shi zhao gen again... -.-

friday the 13th.
sports day at jurong stadium.
we all need to report at lakeside mrt at 7.30..
lakeside...-.-
thats like 20+ plus stops away.

a-math test wed, chem test thurs, english p1p2 thurs.
woow. exams are drawing closer and closer so quickly
another term is coming to an end.
but why do i feel that term 2 had just started?
oh no im moving to slowly. suaku XD

oh shyte where is my ying yong wen! >.<

OHHHHHHMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY......
its simply unbelievable..
i passed my piano exam grade 5
by 3 MARKS.
i could even pass?
omg the examiner is seriously very nice.
if i could, i wwanna skip grades.
感谢主. amen

and guess what, it came out from my mummy.
i saw her expression, she didnt look JUST A LITTLE bit happy for me,
she was just........... like that lo.
but when i told her my piano confirm fail, she bragged about it like.......
wad the shyte. nvm i dont wanna talk about it.

she actually was lazy to come pick me up, and expects me to wait there for people to come. since i dont have my phone with me.
i was waiting there, then one malay man came up to me.
man: sister, sorry ar sister, i just now got pickpocket la, you got afew dollars anot?
me: touches my bag, erm sorry, i dont have my wallet with me now.
man: coins oso can, got coins or not?
me: er sorry i really never bring wallet, coins oso cont have.
man: orh okay nvm, thanks sry


=.=""" ohhkayy, the month of april all these happens.
am i lucky or unlucky? ...  ¶ Monday, April 09, 2007 0 Comments

  for a fact, i know you dont hate.
its that reaction you give.
its just wrong.
i know its a test.
yiling, i will never forget what you told me.
its a test.

had fun on stage today.
church has all the lovely memories.
you have the support. everyone loves you for who you are.
you know you'll be guided along the way.
setbacks will be overcomed in this holy place.
you'll change to be a better person.

singing and listening to those songs.
its those wonderful words and melodies.
i long for more.

i wanna serve for God  ¶ Sunday, April 08, 2007 0 Comments

  i feel there's a war between us.
everyday i come up to talk to you.
you question me like a prisoner.
show me that kind of unhappy face.
everyday you treat me more and more like an enemy.
our conversations lengths no more than 5 sentences.
lesser and lesser each day.
all you ever did was interogate me, show me that kind of face, then never ever talked another word to me.
wad did i ever did to make you so angry.

i feel that you're irritated by my presence.
i see it in your reactions.
i see it in your eyes.
i feel it.
it bothers me so much.

i wanna ask myself.
why do i even care?
because she's my love one.
i must not have any anger against her.
i should do my best to go by her ways even if its wrong.

唯有顺服的人上帝喜悦.
我不能有怨言，我不能埋怨。
我要有一个好的态度对待每一件事情。
只要有一个良好的态度，　就够了。

john 11:25-26 Jesus said to her. "i am the reserrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies and believe...

church can be the fun-nest place ever.
i love my brothers and sisters.  ¶ Saturday, April 07, 2007 0 Comments

  kay i know i really shouldnt complain.
BUT SHE REALLY...
walauu...
"why must you have so many tuition, you cannot stgudy yourself meh? $300 is okay, but i give you THREE MONTHS, if your maths dont improve, then FORGET IT!"

wad the shyte.
i thought every parent wants good for their child.
obviously this one thinks that spending money on me is a waste.
FINE!

go spend your money on the boys ba, i dont wanna care.

i was still feeling quite happy all this while.
until she came to say these mean things to me.

she really makes me think im a useless kid.  ¶ Friday, April 06, 2007 0 Comments

  Nahum 1:7 the LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. he cares for those who trust in him.

tmr is good friday.
Lord jesus died on the cross for us.
to cleanse away our evil and black heart.
and forgive us all. so that we'll not be send to suffering when the day of the judgement come upon us.

i feel bad. my phone is gone... forever.
i cant get it back,
no point brooding over it.

mid year is coming in 3 weeks.
gotta start studying, miss c.o
the hard work put into practising all leads to a gold without honour.

i lost myself.
i want it back.
but how to.  ¶ Thursday, April 05, 2007 0 Comments

  although i dunno whats going on.
but i think i shall keep quiet.
its not my acc to say anything.
even if i did. its no use.
its nothing more than the pass coming back to me  ¶ Wednesday, April 04, 2007 0 Comments

  shyte you.
how could you idiots do this to me.
GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE!
you assholes.

im planning to go into depress mood now.
but too bad i cant.
i just dunno why.  ¶ Tuesday, April 03, 2007 0 Comments

 






GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD.
NASCO GOT GOLD.
was hoping we get GOLD WITH HONOURS.

okay it just isint coming true.
manage to attain AT LEAST a gold, well we didnt break the record passed down from our seniors.
DUNMAN HIGH (the usuals) AND CATHOLIC HIGH GOT HONOURS.

at 5.55 i was on the bus with moh and jiamin.
i swear i was dman freaking nervous.
i was practically screeching on the outside and screaming on the inside.
every 5 secs, glancing at the phone, longing for chuiying to call.
the results were not as we expected.
aimed for a gold honours.

i still wasnt nervous when we were about to step in the hall.
but then, after we sat down, preparing to play, my hands were shivering like mad.
its the nervous-ness i still cant deal with.
wind crescenti was damn messy. i thought we screwed it.
and 长城 wasnt as i expected it to be.

ten we went in to watch the others play.
then, i finally realised that ngee ann got hope le.
LOL *hint hint*


FIFTH GOLD =.= (subject to changes)
is definately not what we expected.
tmr still other other schools playing.
most of the schs improved.
they all put in har work and effort into it.

NOW SYF IS OFFICIALLY OVER FOR US.
time to study for the mid years.

wad's over is over. stop brooding over it.
HAHAS more time for tuition and stuffs.

NOW... next item coming up.
piano concert at the end of the year.
:)  ¶ Monday, April 02, 2007 0 Comments

 


WENGBOH hehe.

i took 5 hours to do that 2 poa wrksht.
how dumb can i get. =.=
it sucks not to understand anything.
its a horrible feeling inside.
but seeking help of a pro helps alot.

tmr is syf.
en yang say i look damn confident about my sch's co.
well, im like that most of the time.
looks may be deceiving. i may be struggling inside!>.<
AHAHAS no la.

en yang was like damn not confident about dunman high.
heard they always get scolded everything.
then our conductor, everything say good good.
ACTUALLY thats not the case.
the thing is, GCS is a very nice guy, who compliments and encourageous people.
LOL. although zheng cao ji say our sch quite good. but i think if he conduct us, he will vomit blood! O.O

joel just said: nasco members!pls dun sleep too late!!tmrw is syf day!ur need alot of rest! (:

LOL! ohhkayy..
alex promise me if i buy lend him the tank album, his gonna bring friends to my church! HAHAHS okay i go buy tmr.

GOGO NASCO, dont let our seniors down, or we'll be the disgrace.
live up to the NASCO reputation.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY EVERYONE! ^^
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE.


what other's think doesnt matter.

For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him. 2 Corinthians 5:21  ¶ Sunday, April 01, 2007 0 Comments