wenglok(:
Its already 31th Jan 2008!
time past like super fast.
When we're trying to learn and get used to the new chapters that are taught
1 month has past.
Last night i sort of have this feeling that God had already promised that i will do good in my O levels, i dont need to know what path he has set for me. i just need to know that God had Promised me.
when i look around me, i thought to myself.
i need to Have Faith, i need to trust God, Because he has already promised me.
and He will never go back on his words.
So i must study.
Even if in suspect my abiltiies, i still must study.
Because i know that by his will, everything is possible, and his words are real.
its awfully uncomfortable when we sleep with an empty stomach,
But its even worse when we sleep with a bloated stomach.
He was with me all the while.
From the beginning till the end, i cannot live without him.
and Without him i am nothing.
when you run into a dark alley and you cannot see anything.
What if something comes out and catches you?
or maybe you fall down or something else.
When i say "i am going to be fine."
i know God's with me.
Last night, Mummy ran out of the house hoping to catch my brother who sneaked out of the house.
Thankfully she came back.
well... anything could happen.
all i can do is to just leave it in God's hands.
we cannot only wait till someone is gone then we sob.
its useless, if i never did keep praying i dont know what will happen.
Prayer is a powerful weapon.
Then again.. this morning.
on my way to the bus stop, i had to walk pass that same dark canal path.
before going in, i saw two dark figure standing there.
i cant even see the face of those ppl.
How could i have walk straight pass them with my courage.
it wasnt my courage, its faith.
Reminding me about O levels.
EMO ALREADY.
i cant use my calculator(which wasnt aproved)
i cant solve that freaking math question.
What am i doing?
Waiting.. waiting.. what am i waiting for?
clueless.
i really dont know wether what i want will come true.
im a fantasy person, whatever i say or think does not really seem to be real enough to fulfil.
sometimes i really wonder if i would be able to achieve this with my own ability.
im trying, but not hard enough.
i want to. but how?
how strong the determination's of those successful people have.
it's not always that i can have answer to every question.
the way of life is just so amazing and unpredictable.
i cant imagine how am i going to cope without a reason.
My reason is Jesus Christ.
i guess im just waiting for an answer from the Lord.
surprise to see class so quiet during math class.
is it because O levels coming this year? or is it their just tired for the first few periods.
Dad's in china now on a business trip
its only been two days, i've missed him so much.
cannot hug him, only can imagine.
when he comes back on 17th i will hug him so tight,
im still his little girl, now until forever(:
praying for him everyday, for a safe trip, for a sick-free 10 days.
and that every step he take, every direction he turn, he would prosper.
wherever he go, Angels would protect him.
I thank the Lord for a wonderful dad(:
Singapore Poly Open house 10 to 12 january.
a back-up plan incase i get 11, or 12 points instead of below 10.
Accounting diploma, or Banking and Finance.
Music and audio tech looks cool too. all 12 points.
! xD