What am i doing?
Waiting.. waiting.. what am i waiting for?
clueless.


i really dont know wether what i want will come true.
im a fantasy person, whatever i say or think does not really seem to be real enough to fulfil.
sometimes i really wonder if i would be able to achieve this with my own ability.
im trying, but not hard enough.
i want to. but how?
how strong the determination's of those successful people have.
it's not always that i can have answer to every question.
the way of life is just so amazing and unpredictable.
i cant imagine how am i going to cope without a reason.
My reason is Jesus Christ.
i guess im just waiting for an answer from the Lord.  ¶ Saturday, January 12, 2008