wenglok(:
Friday, March 02, 2007
 
wth... i just now using com my mum sitting beside me,
COMMENT ON THE PPL I TALK TO ON MSN.

she purposely take her specs and SIT down beside me.
SEE WHAT I DO ON THE COM. wth.
i hate that.
PLEASE LA. your thinking is so LAO KOK KOK.
say wad. HUH make me feel so irritated and pissed.
ITS NOTHING THAT SHE UNDERSTANDS.
she doesnt even know how to use the com.

what is she trying to tell me?
not to talk to ppl who dont study, and only talk to smart ppl?
HUH!? HOW CAN SHE DO THAT.
she's just being a freaking realist.
WHATS WRONG WITH TALKING TO PPL WHO GET LOWER GRADES THAN ME?
WHATS WITH TLAKING TO PLAYS GAME ALL THE TIME?
WHATS WRONG WITH SPENDING SOME TIME AT THE COMPUTER TALKING NONSENSE?

im not smart, does that mean my friends wont talk to me?
comeon. stop being such an asshole.

WHATS WRONG!
nobody's perfect you cant blame them for that.
you expect perfection. NOT EVEYTHING CAN BE AS PERFECT AS YOU WANTED. like me...

cant i do my own stuffs? wad i want BY MYSELF?
why do you have to control all the time.
you buy all the good stuffs for wengboh wengkong wenghong.
leaving me out all the time.
ITS OKAY, im just jealous at times, but you cant blame me. i get over it. i did.
and what now? trying to "care" about my privacy?!?
i kept trying to tell myself i will forgive her.
WHATS SHE TRYING TO DO NOW!?

i talking on msn, you tell me what to write to my friends?
i say i arranging tuition time.
i said i have no time, got cca,
SHE ASK ME TO PON CCA!
wad the hell is her problem.
DONT SHE KNOW WHAT IS RESPONSIBILYTY.
she keep telling us what is right wad is wrong.
IN THE END SHE ASK ME TO PON CCA FOR A FREAKING TUITION?!
tuition can always be arrange we just need to think of a right solution.
i will never do such things.

whats her motto?
DONT MAKE FRIENDS OR SPENT TIME WITH PPL WHO STUDIES WORSE THAN ME?
she can never make friends like this.
ITS DAMN BAD.
why does she have to tell us what to do.
if she still thinks like that RIGHT NOW IN SCHOOL.
you'll be the social reject in the sch.
NO FRIENDS, AT ALL.
then you know what she will say?
"no fiends no friends lo. study good can le. no need care about others."

WOW WHAT A GOOD EXAMPLE.
thats just being selfish.
kaypo who i talking to.
PLEASE I KNOW WHAT TO DO OKAY. i never ever luan luan lai.
can she just trust me.
ive been train by her nagging form young.
im already damn careful, wth she wants!

i study. she say i never study.
i get back results, im already dissapointed, she add oil to fire.
okay so im not smart. what she expect from me!

what those three wants, SHE GIVE, what i want, she ask me get from daddy.
WENGBOH," eh , i want this, buy for me."
she," how much? okay i buy."
wenglok," ehhh so cute i want!!!"
she,"so expensive. dun want la waste money."

OHHH. so $20 bucks is more expensive than $50???
what kind of shyte reason she give me.
buy already somemore give me BLACK FACE
everyday ask me go thing, do this do that.
complain i dunno how to do housework, dunno how to do math, dunno how to cook, dunno basic E-Q. say i stupid. say i slow.

ITS FINE ITS FINE

i get good results, she never praise me.
get bad results, she never scold me, just say USELESS THINGS that doesnt helps
wenghong and wengkong SAY SOMETHING NICE ONLY, SHE," AWW DARLING DARLING, MY PRECIOUS BOY."

AND TI SERIOUSLY NO BIG DEAL. HAVE TO PRAISE UNTIL LIEK THAT MEH! exagerating.

@~@#!~~!!@!!!@#!!@!@#@!@!
THEN WHAT AM I TO HER.
a useless peson who spents her money cannot reach her expectation, and extra person to help her do things.

why cant she do the right thing at the right time?
she doesnt understand US at all.
she thinks she doing the right thing all the time.
she thinks she is right all the time.
i correct her doesnt wanna change.
and boast about other stuffs that she got correct.
this is not the kind of attitude i like to see from her.
ITS CALLED STUBBORNESS.


i dont want to hurt by saying it directly to her.
but i might just leak it to her a little by a little bit.
constantly reminding her, its what i should do.
shouting and fighting will return me with no results.
even if she dont like it.
she will think about it, what i said.
im showing hints to her.
if not one day, i might explode.

i cant keep all this in.
i cant take it. she cant stay like this all the time.
its bothering me.
i feel so heavy right now.
its just so rarely that i think about this stuffs.
it just passes my mind.
i wont cry about it.
i may just forget about it after i walk up the stairs.
it may seem like a good thing.
grudges wont stay long. just dont come provoke me too long.
a person have their limits, you will never know what will they do.
its surprising what we can do when we're out of our minds.
never underestimate anyone.

just like a bully, who bulies others.
you think that the person will be too timid to do anything.
well you'll never know, he might just stand back up and confront you.

i dont know why im saying all this.
wonderful things happen. its not fair to myself to brood over bad stuffs.
happy things just overwelm me.
its not like i can control it. HEHE (:

people have mature side of them too XD
 
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