had a loooooooooong talk with kailing, when i say long, its really long.
not verbally, but literally.
finally cleared some huge stones that was supressing me.
now i feel free. which is better.
some things is better left said.


O levels is something that everyone has to go through.
now, after the whole thing has ended, i'd realise God really had SPARED me the agony. not only now, but most of my life.
which is true. this year i dont have to face my relatives, asking for my O level results. wow?
who cares the ang paos when im getting a sum much larger than what i can get for the past ten years of ang pao collecting!
its for university education fund (:

i feel achieved, to be able to understand so much of God's love through thick and thin.
Hah, its only the beginning!

All the best everyone :D

Mummy said that even if i dont do well i also will say God will path my way,
do well also will say God will path my way.
Its not that i dont take responsibility of my own life, i do, my living purpose is for God, so i live for God, no?  ¶ Wednesday, January 14, 2009